Mornings

Ok, so I know that I am ALWAYS talking about how some days are worse than other with respect to how hard it is to take him to (and leave him at) daycare. Well, some mornings are just as hard, if not harder. There were a couple of mornings last week where I just wanted to stay home. Basically, I really hate waking him up to put him in his carseat and leave so early in the mornings. It's not so hard when he wakes up by himself, but it really sucked seeing him there so peaceful and FAST asleep knowing I was going to have to disturb his peaceful sleep. :-( I just want to be a stay-at-home mom. Our house would DEFINIELY be more organized and I could have all the time in the world to play with him and watch him grow and change ALL DAY LONG! :-) And to all the stay-at-home moms out there, TRUST ME I'm not trying to say it would be a piece of cake or anything. I know it's hard to stay at home and WORK in the home all day. (Especially since I am now learning to change his diaper backwards since he really likes being on his stomach. LOL!) But I think the good would outweigh all the stressful times. :-) Am I being too naive in thinking that? But it'll be a while before we can even consider that, anyway. (One thing I will try to instill in Isaac and Baby #2 - if God chooses to bless us one more time - is that credit cards are evil......and they should NEVER use them. LOL!)